Two weeks has passed since my breakup with Mr D.... not that i was too upset to blog, it was i was too busy with activities that i had no time to pen down my thoughts on the r/s...
No fight, No argument.. Simply a mutual agreement to part.
my after effect of the breakup? Simply relieved, a sense of joy and a sense of hopefulness in the future.
Many were surprised by the decision..but to me.. it did not came as a surprise.. infact we have both been thinking for the longest time.. Perhaps he may be even thinking it longer than me..
Reason.. this time.. it's really a matter of incompatibility. Love is important but difference that could not be adopted or gotten used to will eventually harm the r/s. Perhaps some have already seen it coming when i start to complain abt the computer. LOL to me... a r/s is not just between two persons.. it involves both side of parents and even friends... when i am caught b/w my mum and him... i hate it.. i hate it when ppl are disrespectful to my mum.. That’s a big NO NO!
i guess both of our tolerance and patience has pretty run out.. Which is why when he was considering a patch back.. i decline.. cos simply i am not willing to compromise on certain aspect and i know he wouldn't change.. Therefore, there’s no need to waste time on one another. Time can be used more fruitful than staring at a vehicle that won't move no matter how much force is exerted.
Satisfaction in a r/s is also relatively important.. and to us.. we couldn't satisfy each others needs...thought that love could suffice all. But apparently when reality kicks in.. It’s a NO
I am happy for being who i am now.. After the whole of r/s when i got in return was "I wasn't exceptionally beautiful" when the whole time , i tot i was the most beautiful in his eyes (Wat the toot) .... well i din complain abt his baldness or even shorter than me ! Whahaha
Honestly.. that was a pretty rude comment to have... but hack it!!
I will def find someone who thinks that i am beautiful, who will care for me, who will love for who i am, who will love my parents (although it can be difficult), who will treasure and treat me like a lady.
I am not abusing the rights of a girl. However, a girl has to be treated like a lady. By showering respect, love and dignity to her and only to her. Hmmm reminds me of TWILIGHT!!! OMG the way Edward Cullen treats the girl.. i am melting!!! That's what i am looking for.. Call me day dreaming but eventually the one and only one will behave in a similar manner of such.
Sorry to my girls in oveseas.. i apologise for not updating u two! but now this chapter has come to an end and I look forward for another chapter of my life to begin.
It's not difficult at all! I am not heartless, just practical and faces the reality as what comes may.
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